Confinement

I will try to escape from this cage. From this Confinement.

Confinement And Emotional Isolation

I will organize my room. I will pack my clothes. I will be ready to leave and start over… Bahhh there’s no way to start over, I’m just deceiving myself. I think I’ll never get out. The angel of death will come for me. He will kiss me and I will sleep. I will rest—there will be no more lies, corruption, inequality, or filth. It will be a goodbye… an eternal goodbye. I will return to see her smile shine again through the darkness… I’m still deceiving myself, believing there will be light at the end. There will be only darkness and eternal silence.

How many times have I daydreamed my death?

Damn dreamer! Damn dreams that torment me and keep me alive! Again that intense pain that disturbs me. I would like to end this suffering, this loneliness, and this lie. Damn deception I have lived! But again I have forgotten…